A silient death
i died.

I FLUNKED SPA.

for reading under the water as INTO the water.

well, tested on skill 1.

WHAT CAN I SAY.


my life is going chaos these few days.
as though all the tripping stones that i didnt came upon
all start to pour down on me at once.

perhaps.
it was a lesson learnt.

ALWAYS.
read.
instructions.
word.

for.

word.

stop.
pretending.
you.
are.
so.
pro.
and.
can.
simply.
skim.
tru.
those.
chunks.
of.
info.


Never felt like that before.
as though my heart stopped beating.
my thorax is being snapped.
flunked maths.
flunked science.
most probably flunked english
if not i would not be approached for 30 dollar eng-speaking course.

embarassing rite.
from el leh.

har-

and now ms tan thinks i lied to her when
i said i didnt went to CCA on tues
because i was sick.

like what brena said,
what do u expect me to do?
we told the truth.
i mean..
i dont blame her
because there are ppl who probably
lied to her and thus made her disbelieve us.
moreover, she doesnt even know me well.
life is unfair.
i guess full trust does not exist.
and so does pure honesty.


im starting to sound so sadistic.
blah..

but at least after talking with yanting
i feel im very fortunate,
and i shall remind myself of that everytime i flunk something.

hope i will not flunk too many things for the rest of my life.
lol.


life is a long long road.
you just have to keep walking
walking
walking
walking
no matter how you walk
how fast u walk
you keep walking
and walking

until a car comes by
and hits u down.

YIKES.

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